Constant Drama 23 hours of the day 28 days a month

That's basically what my life feels like ever since I've been travelling forward in time by over exciting myself for everything, you know the saying "time flies when you're having fun" well that's basically what I've decided to do, create a forwards time machine in my head, absorbing all the tidbits that I need and forgetting the rest... unfortunately, doing this has caused a few issues...

1. You can't ever go backwards unless you remember enough...
2. When you do eventually go back you can't change anything because it's only in your head and
3. People who you tell will either think you're mental, stupid, both, either that or they won't believe you...

Be nice though, if you don't believe it, just smile and nod, it's rude to not believe a person who has stepped away from the sane.


A little message to people who are wondering if I'm still alive...

I'd like to get back into the habit of blogging, however, the will to be overly sarcastic and horrible is now spread out in real life while I'm walking back home late at night after poker... plus there's tafe... and procrastinating... which means anything related to writing is now a great big chore... Sorry guys =/

(assuming that anyone actually reads my blog... apart from drasern and possibly em)


Yup, it's all gone and nothing remains WAHAHAHA!

I am bald, it's all gone now, nothing remains except all the rubbish that my friends left... they were drinking alcohol in my room and I was not... what's up with that...

Well, I guess it had something to do with the fact that I didn't want to cut my scalp when I was removing the rest of my hair... and boy, was there a lot of hair... it took me (with the help of the others) about 2 hours to completely take all of it off... now everything is cold and I have to wear a beanie or a hood to keep me from getting chills haha...

New experiences are new...

This is the shortest I've EVER had my hair and I don't intend at the moment to ever do it again...

If you thought people turned and ran before, you should see them now, which is kind of annoying but also very amusing =P

And for people wondering, I managed to raise $4 (apart from what I donated) for cancer research because that's all that was donated from others, anyone want to donate some more?
Send your money here: http://www.acrf.com.au/donate-now/


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This is pretty much the way I feel my life is going at the moment;

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People might not realize, but I'm not a very happy person, I'm not very smart, quick on my heels, strong, artistic, musical or anything else...

I do however, have an ability to edit videos and successfully fuck around with things and make them look like they were done on purpose... But that's about it.

I feel as though every year I'm getting one step closer to being hit by a metaphorical train full of enough doubt and self hatred to make me go clinically insane... still, I'll march on,

I'm aware that I don't really have much that I should be unhappy about... I mean, I have a mother and father who give me a roof over my head and food to eat and pay for my education plus friends that some people would kill for... that should be enough for happiness of sorts and be able to give me a kick start in my life... but it doesn't really feel like it's amounting to anything, I feel as though there is a brick wall or a void of some sort blocking me of getting anywhere decent in life... Don't get me wrong, I'm really thankful that I have all these things and I'm not blaming anyone for the stuff that's happening to me except for myself... but yeah, what I'm basically saying is that I should really start sitting up and flying right, I'm just the BIGGEST FUCKING PROCRASTINATOR ON THE WORLD!

 ... that is all

P.S. I'm 20 today, I don't know if I should be pleased about this...